- 6.
less took me to a rehab facility to get
Jess took me to a rehab facility to get
treatment.
After I got lost and Sarah showed up, she
stuck by my side.
Even when she had to work, she made sure a
nurse was watching me, making sure no one
got close.
I felt like I was losing more and more
memories, mostly stuff about Sarah.
Sarah found out what happened to me and
came to see me more than once.
She stood there, in front of everyone,
apologizing over and over, but Jess always
stopped her.
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I was lost in my own world, not even hearing
her cries.
Sometimes, I’d lose control of my bladder and
wouldn’t even realize it.
Other times, I’d get violent, yelling and
throwing things at people.
But every time I had a moment of clarity, I’d
apologize to everyone I’d hurt and feel
terrible.
Then it would happen again.
I wanted to end it all. At least I wouldn’t be
such a burden on Jess.
But she wouldn’t let me.
She begged me not to leave her. If I was
gone, she wouldn’t have anyone.
But Jess, if I stay here, you’re just gonna
suffer more.
I felt like I was drowning, and Jess was on the
shore, trying to pull me out.
But I couldn’t get out.
I was pulling her down with me.
