the abyss of jealousy Ch 5

the abyss of jealousy Ch 5

And the piano class was full of talented kids

so Olivia dropped martial arts and went back 

to focusing on piano

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Linda hated martial arts, anyway. All that 

fighting is so barbaric,she’d sniffed. She’ll 

end up all muscled and no one will want to 

marry her!” 

I figured the real reason Olivia quit was 

because I’d signed up first. She figured she 

couldn’t beat me, so why bother

After she quit, she came up to me, trying to 

act tough. She said pretty much the same 

things as Linda, then added, And Ethan will 

be mine, too!” 

I beat her up again

Every time I punched Olivia, Linda would 

storm over to our house when Dad was at 

work, demanding an explanation from Mom

Mom would try to lecture me, but my 

response was always the same: “If she hadn’t 

been a jerk, I wouldn’t have touched her.” 

That always shut her up

Dad was always on my side

In second grade, Linda tried to teach me

lessonwhen my parents were out. Even 

though she was much bigger than me, I’d 

been taking martial arts for two years. Plus

she underestimated me. I got a few bruises

but I gave as good as I got. I got a few slaps

punches, and kicks in, but I bit a chunk out of 

Linda’s arm

I held back a little with Olivia because she 

was my age, but with Linda? No mercy. If 

someone hadn’t pulled me off, I would have 

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bitten off another chunk

When people found out what happened, no 

one blamed me. They all blamed Linda for 

bullying a little kid

Linda was injured and humiliated. She was 

furious, but there was nothing she could do

Dad even called the cops on her. Her husband 

bailed her out

After that, Linda and Olivia became our 

common enemies, mine and Dad’s

Mom finally started distancing herself from 

Linda after that. But she couldn’t bring herself 

to cut Linda off completely. She still listened 

to Linda’s complaining sometimes

Except for not playing piano, and taking 

martial arts, I kept my grades exactly the 

same as I remembered them

Olivia, with her foreknowledge, aced 

everything

She finally got her wish: she was better” 

than me

But she’d gotten smarter. After second grade

she only taunted me from a distance. I guess

biting her mom had left a lasting impression

It was funny. She knew what it felt like to 

have a good life, a life worth living. And she 

wasn’t willing to lose it

I ignored her. She and Linda had to settle for 

bothering my mom

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Every time report cards came out, Linda 

would brag to Mom. Olivia got another A+!” 

she’d crow. How did little Mia do? What 

were her scores?” 

At first, Mom would say, Mia did great, too.” 

Then Linda would sneer. Oh really? Olivia 

said Mia only got a B. That’s like, fiftieth in 

the entire grade! You’re so easygoing. If 

Olivia ever brought home a B, I’d ground her 

for life!” 

Eventually, Mom figured out Linda was just 

trying to get a rise out of her. She started 

giving oneword answers: Okay.” “Uhhuh.” 

Sure

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Linda thought Mom was just upset about 

being shown up, which made her even 

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smugger

One time, though, Linda suggested to Mom 

that she should hit me. I overheard

I was in middle school by then. Thanks to 

martial arts, I was taller than in my past life

almost as tall as Linda. I stood there

backpack slung over one shoulder, and glared 

at her. She shut up

I sat in the living room for a while, just 

watching her. She didn’t say another word 

and finally left

Mom didn’t scold me for being rude. Instead

she made a huge dinner of all my favorite 

foods

By high school, Olivia started struggling in 

school

Especially with math, physics, and chemistry. Those subjects required deep understanding

You had to grasp the concepts to solve the 

problems

I’d noticed a while back that Olivia was better 

at humanities than sciences

Her scores were always higher in those 

subjects, whether it was the seven subjects in 

middle school or the nine in high school

Of course, I only noticed because she kept 

trying to oneup me. If her science scores 

weren’t as good as mine, she’d brag about 

her humanities scores

I didn’t care. I was focused on myself. Which 

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kind of ruined her fun

I think that’s why she chose science in her 

past life, just to spite me

Who knows

This time, to make sure she picked science 

again, I pretended to badmouth humanities in 

front of her

What’s so great about humanities?I’d 

scoff. It’s all memorization. Anyone can do 

that. Science is where it’s at. It’s the future.” 

Then, when she wasn’t around, I’d tell my 

friends, Humanities requires serious 

understanding, too. It’s not just memorization

If it were so easy, there wouldn’t be such

difference in the number of science and 

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humanities students.‘ 

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