9
“Riley, you are annoying!”
“Riley, I am sorry…”
I couldn’t fix anything.
After reading her diary, I didn’t say anything.
Because I wasn’t Riley.
I read the ending, and she wrote, [Chris, you
are a liar].
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Right.
Chris is a liar.
I hurt Riley.
I looked at the ceiling.
Because Riley really died.
I looked at the floor.
The lights looked like the lights that
interrogators use.
I thought of me and Riley.
Every bad word was a needle.
I started avoiding things.
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Avoiding Riley.
I didn’t leave my house.
I didn’t go home.
Ashley went in and turned the lights on.
Ashley pulled me. “What are you doing?
Aren’t you going to live?”
She was like this.
She pulled me but she couldn’t, so she cried.
“I don’t know why you like Riley, you don’t
have to keep living like this, everyone is here,
what do you want? Do you love me more?”
I heard the name, and started to feel.
I drank and became drunk.
“There was a time that I doubted, but no,
there was never that thought, I’ve had a good
friendship with you, you are my friend.
“I
I know the difference between love and
friendship.
Ashley took a stone and started throwing.
I didn’t stop her.
She went to a room with Riley’s photos.
I grabbed her frame.
She grabbed it and was throwing things.
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I tried to stop her, the photos were broken.
Everything was broken.
Riley’s photos were destroyed.
Ashley was happy, “If you don’t want this, I
can clean it up, I don’t think it’s the end, you
can’t live sad forever!”
I don’t know how long.
I was where the broken glass was.
Ashley’s face had a handprint.
She watched me.
I looked.
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I grabbed the glass.
Then it started, red.
It felt like fire, like the red from Riley’s dress.
The pain was stimulating me.
But it was a way to calm me.
I lay down.
I started to die.
I thought I saw Riley.
Her face looked the same.
Someone blocked me.
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He touched her and gave her a kiss.
That wasn’t me.
Riley wasn’t marrying me!
I fought.
There was something blocking us, I couldn’t
touch her.
I could hear the noise.
I heard the ceremony.
“Yes!”
She didn’t stop.
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I watched them change rings.
I couldn’t see well.
It was time to disappear, I heard a sound.
[003 lost, Riley is going to be well in another
world, with a long life].
Riley was in a new world.
Then it was good.
I was in pain because I was bad to her.
So, I hope that in a world without me, she will
be happy and well, I wish her well…
