Christian threw his cigarette. “And you
became like this because of him.”
Tace is dead. If you didn’t know, you
would think your husband died.”
I agreed with him. “Yea, he died a long time ago.”
Christian smiled.
“Jessica, I’m not that guy. You can rely on me and treat me like your last resort.”
“But if you are in this room, you have to know what is going on.”
I knew what he was saying.
I nodded and climbed on him, and arrived at
the climax.
I have been holding it in. Seeing him at the
feel hopeless.
ago, but let me
I was going crazy.
I let myself go and stayed with Christian in
the hotel for 3 days and 3 nights.
I asked myself if I still love him.
I love him.
But I don’t miss him.
On the fourth day, Christian and I went home.
I saw Jake.
It was strange I couldn’t forget him for 5
years.
Jake’s voice was hoarse. “I came back 3
years ago and I came to find you, but Christian answered the phone.”
“Jessica, I hated you at that moment.”
“I only disappeared for 2 years, and you found a new guy, so I left.”
“I felt good seeing you at the wedding.”
“So, I married Ashley.”
Chapter Two
I lowered my eyes and softly said, “You want
to know why he answered my phone 3 years
ago?”
He was staring at me and his throat was sore
killed myself.”
“Because I couldn’t find you, I slit my wrists
and I wanted to be with you,”
“Christian sent me to the hospital, and I was
in the hospital for 10 days.”
Jake was staring at me and couldn’t believe
it, and his body started shaking.
He opened his mouth but couldn’t say anything.
“Jessica, can you wait for me?”
“Ashley is pregnant, she saved me, and I can’t leave her, but after she has the baby.”
“I’ll divorce her and treat you better, okay?”
“Jake, it is over between us.”
“I’m moving on and I hope you never come
back.”
Jake, it is too late.
If you had looked at me at the wedding and
asked if I was okay.
I would wait for you.
But not now.
Jake left. He never came back.
Christian said the house wasn’t good, and he
forced me to move to his villa.
I asked him why.
“It’s too dark there and it is not good for
you.”
“Jessica, if you are with me, you don’t need
this.”
I pretended I didn’t know.
“What if I get sick?”
Christian smiled and teased me. “You mean
crazy?”
I laughed and felt warm.
He thought I was normal.
Ashley contacted me after being pregnant for
3 months
I haven’t seen her in 2 months, and she didn’t change, and she was full of herself.
She looked at me and said, “I know, Jake is
the fiance you have been looking for for 5 years.”
She was silent for a minute.
“If it was another girl, I wouldn’t apologize because she wasn’t able to keep her man, and I just went for what I wanted.”
“I don’t think I was wrong.”
