The nighttime sea was especially cold.
I slowly waded in, feeling the water rise over my head, flooding my nose and lungs. Shivering in the water, I couldn’t tell if it was the coldness of the water or my own heart that left me feeling chilled.
But at least it’s all over now.
When I opened my eyes again, I became a wandering spirit, hovering behind Alpha Nolan…
Why can’t I find peace even in death?
So frustrating.
I don’t want to see him anymore.
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Alpha Nolan was sitting by the hospital bed, peeling an apple for my sister Sylvia. They were chatting and laughing, showing no signs of depression.
Mom had quietly left the room to give them space, standing calmly outside the door, ready to cater to my sister and her husband’s whims.
The sight was heartbreakingly unbearable, and I drifted to my mother’s side, shouting in her ear, “Mom, do you know that Alpha Nolan is your youngest daughter’s husband?”
“Why can’t you spare even a little of the love you give to Sylvia for me?”
As soon as the words left my mouth, I realized just how ridiculous I was being. After all, the living can’t hear the ghosts.
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Chapter 2
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She couldn’t hear me when I was alive, let alone now that I’m dead.
A feeling of helplessness enveloped me, and my only wish now is for my body to remain undiscovered forever.
I really don’t want anything more to do with these people.
Sylvia and I were twins. At birth, Sylvia was frail, while I was strong and healthy.
Despite the doctors explaining multiple times that the development of the two fetuses was determined by their genes, Mom still believed I had taken Sylvia’s nutrients.
She thought I was born to atone for this, so from childhood, whatever Sylvia wanted, I wasn’t allowed to have.
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Chapter 2
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Sylvia wanted to experience the joy of hunting, so the family moved to the countryside, even buying plenty of animals to roam the grounds, just so she could enjoy hunting freely.
No one ever considered that this added over 40 minutes to my commute to school, making it necessary for me to transform every morning to run to the station and catch the school bus…
In every situation, if my opponent was Sylvia, I would inevitably lose before it even began.
She always easily had everyone on her side, righteously taking away everything from me.
Sylvia was weak as a child, receiving special care from our family. After her health
improved, she inexplicably developed
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Chapter 2
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depression…
Once again, the whole family busied themselves around her. I often wondered how someone whose life was so smooth and easy could suffer from moderate depression.
It wasn’t until I went for a checkup at the Pack community hospital that I discovered I had severe depression.
At that moment, I realized everyone has their own struggles.
Whenever someone said to me, “Sylvia is depressed, why can’t you give way to her? How can you have no empathy at all?” I found it laughable.
Not only was I severely depressed, but I also had cancer, and yet, where was the pity for
me?
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Chapter 2
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While striving to save myself from my current situation, I met Alpha Nolan in college. I thought my life was finally about to turn around, but the salvation in darkness pushed me further into the abyss!
It wasn’t until after we got married that I learned Sylvia was Alpha Nolan’s first love… He married me only to gain the power bestowed by the Moon Goddess on destined mates.
Had I known this sooner, I would have stayed far away from him.
