My body might have been drifting at the bottom of the sea for who knows how long.
None of them even noticed I was missing.
Even Alpha Nolan, the one I loved deeply, didn’t realize that on the day he was supposed to marry me, I didn’t cry or call.
How could he so calmly take care of another woman?
Suddenly, the love I held onto seems utterly ridiculous.
Even as a soul, I can still feel heartache. Seeing them so happy together makes me feel nauseous, like I want to retch.
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But nothing comes out–because I’m already dead.
I followed Alpha Nolan back home, where the house remained dead and lifeless.
He frowned, coughing from the dust in the air.
He seemed puzzled.
I, who always kept the house in perfect order, was nowhere to be found.
He took out my phone, and with what seemed like a merciful gesture, sent me a text on WeChat.
“I know you love me, and jealousy is understandable. It was wrong of me to leave you at the altar, but your sister was dying, and we couldn’t just ignore that.”
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for me now wouldn’t even bother to lower his pride.
He quickly tidied up and went to bed.
And there I hovered above the bedroom, feeling utterly desolate inside.
He knows me best.
He knows I have few friends and not great relationships with family, yet he isn’t worried about where I might be.
The next morning, he glanced at his phone.
Seeing no response from me, he knitted his brows, anxiously scrolling through my social media.
But there was nothing new.
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Twitter, Facebook–every post showed me smiling in my wedding dress.
That day, I was truly looking forward to the wedding he promised me.
I genuinely hoped to marry the man I loved during that happy moment.
But now, this love feels utterly repulsive. I don’t love him anymore.
Or rather, I’ve finally woken up.
The following days brought no news of me, and Alpha Nolan sometimes felt suffocated -his heart ached without reason.
A thousand troubling possibilities surged in his mind.
But he dismissed them all.
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After all, to him, I was a mentally and physically healthy person.
How could anything go wrong?!
A month of silence later, my mother called him.
No one could reach me.
After making several calls, they discovered I hadn’t shown up for work in ages.
Everyone, including my closest friends, had no idea where I was.
Nolan couldn’t connect to my spirit, and no one could sense my wolf soul.
That’s when they truly started to panic.
