- Was That Love Real?
Llam
The bright light coming through the window makes me open my eyes. I put my arm over my face to shield myself from the strong glare. As I get used to the daylight, I look mound What happened this moming comes back to me. For a moment, I think it was just a dream but the reality is that it was all true. I’m still weaning the clothes I came home in last night from the hospital, and Maria is not around, since I sent her to sleep in the quest room.
I sit on the bed and nib my face with my hands. The stubble scratches Inred to get up, take a shower, and shove,
With great effort, I manage to get to my feet. It’s been a while since I’ve felt then tied but the shits have been really heavy these past two weeks
I reach the shower and turn on the cold water, I need to wake up my body Like light in, feel the liquid down my torso. As I soap up. I think about my wife. During these three months that we have been married, we have shared minimal time, I imagined that my life by her side would be totally different idealized a life with her that only existed in my imagination
Now I understand that perhaps the mistake of marrying her was bigger then initially thought I didn’t take into account stations like the fact that we would almost never be together. And the few moments that we can be, she insists that she is tired of being cooped up and wants to go for a walk, buy things, or just go to a restaurant. I’m not an old man, but I am on adult with responsibilities, and bring a surgeon is very demanding. The only one who might have understood me was Annie. She never complained about the few moments I gave her On the contrary, she turned those moments into something enjoyable
a long time. All the this
I don’t allow myself to think about het first of all because I don’t deserve to, and secondly because her memory has been hurting me for a long time. for me are rubbed in my face, and I am increasingly swam of how badly I acted. I let out a big nigh as I tum off the water.
I the things she did
I grab a towel and dry myself quickly get dressed in house clothes and go looking for something for breakfast. I see the time on my watch, and it’s tan in the morning
I see that Matia left everything clean I don’t know what time she went to sleep, but it must have been very late
I’m going to make coffee. While it’s brewing, I open the refrigerator to prepare something, but it’s almost empty. My wife was supposed to go grocery shopping, but I see shed on. I close it and sit down in a chair to think my coffer
I hear footsteps approaching I dont look up. Let het realize that Lam angry
Honey! You’re awake. Are you still upset? look up to see her when she asks me that question. Ami upset? Of course.
“Are you going to tell me what happened?” She takes a cup and pours herself colle
“Well, I was a little bored, and the guys wanted to come over and keep me company. I didn’t think you were going to be so bothered I watch her as she speaks. “Besides you didn’t tell me you were coming home early. If you had, I would have told them to leave earlier like other times.” She mishes saying that and takes another sip of her collec
other times? Do you do this often?” I see that I have caught her, so the turns pale
Thio, only two of three times. Why? is there a problem? This is supposed to be my house too” She plays the victim. She gets up, and I see that she is leaving
“Where are you going? We’re talking And I have a question. Didn’t you buy anything at the supermarket? Lopened the refrigerator, and it’s almost empty. But yesterday, there were many bottles of alcohol around the house, What do you spend the money on? She turns to look at me and turns pale, then red
are you asking me about nonsense? We’re supposed in have a lot of money, so any small expenses i make aren’t significam I get up to walk around the kitchen. This discussion is taking on a tone that I don’t like
“Nonsense? The bark statements i get aren’t nonsense. What do you spend the money on the card i gave you on? Andino, for your information, we are not millionaires. I ear very well, but it’s not to be spent on parties for your friends. I have a savings account to buy the future house you told me you wanted, where we were supposed to have our children, remember? She is silent at what I am saying From one moment to the next, her eyes well up with tears. She used to do this before when she fell upset or offended by something I always defended and comforted her. Now I wonder how wrong I was
“No, I meant it, and it’s true. But you know I feel very lonely You’re only here a few hours a week. Always working always working! You don’t make any space for me in your life. I didn’t realize it before because I lived with Mom and Dad, and I always had company, but heel am, locked up within four walls twenty four hours a day, I haver been able to go to the club because I’m sure run into the acquaintances who now hate me. If it bothers you so much, maybe we shouldn’t have gotten married”
1 stand there listening to her, not approaching her This situation is not good. We’re supposed to be newlyweds, and we shouldn’t be fighting over money.
“You’re night. Maybe you should think about going back to studying something. Being locked up here isn’t doing you any good, and neither is partying And as you’ve noticed. I’m going to be spending a lot of my time at the hospital. If you love me as much as you said you did, you’ll understand my profession, or else we should think about reconsidering this mamage. When I finish saying this, I walk towards the bedroom, but she stops me
‘No, I don’t want to study. Maybe if you help me find a job. I know I don’t know how to do anything. |
- a. but it can learn.” I sigh and walk up to her. I look at her and search her
face for the woman have loved for years. But, to my surprise. I can’t find her.
“Well, that’s an option. I’ll see if I can help you it will be good for you to generate your own money” She smiles slightly. Apparently, this is a subject that bothers her
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“Okay then wait for you to tell me if you find anything I look too” She comes up to me and hugs me. Maria, Maria. Was all the love we claimed to feel real?
I get up in a good mood. Today is Sunday, and it’s a good day to talk to my mother. I know she’ll be happy to know that I’m going to see them soon. It makes me sad to leave the girls here alone, and Aaron too, but I have to think about my baby I’ll ask for my leave in six weeks, so that’s just enough time to be able to carry my pregnancy to
Teim with my family
“Good morning swerte
Why H
or close her eyes again. If they only
are you up so early? Sleep alle longer Martha comes to my bed and les down beside me. I watch her
knew how much I’m going to miss them. But it won’t be long
Im going to call Mom I’m going to make arrangertents with her to see where I can go to spend the rest of my pregnancy” She opens her eyes and starts to cry. Her sadharta baita ty soul. “Come on, don’t cry Be happy for me and for Little Angel. I assure you that before you know it, we’ll be together again” She nods slightly Mirtha comes in through the door, and seeing her sister sobbing she approaches worriedly
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“What did you do to my sister you evil butterfly?” I laugh at what she calls me
“I didn’t do anything to her I just told her I was leaving soon” When I say that, Mir starts crying along with her twin
I let them ventif ather of them were in my shoes, I think they would act the same way
When they calm down, they leave the pom so I can make my call.
“Hello?” The sound of my mother’s voice makes me very happy.
“Mommy, it’s me, Annie! She is very happy. She asks me if I’m okay, if haven’t had any more problems, and when I reassure her I explain my plans. “Mam… tompow I’m
going to give notice that in sor weeks. I’m going to ask for my leave. ll be back to give birth there, but i dont want to go back to the city with you I was thinking of setting in the house that’s near my godfather Lucien’s. Do you think that’s a good idea?”
I know she would prefer to have me at home, but since I don’t want that, she likes the option Improposing
think it’s a good option. Ilgo personally to check that it’s in good condition move in with you as soon as you’re there.” Lamile at that prospect don’t want my grandparents to miss at least part of my pregnancy
All right. Well, the Hamiltons are going to find out, and I imagine the Jameses will too. But I don’t
grandparents, but I imagine they support their son.
t know if it’s a
if it’s appropriate with the Donovans.
s? I know they an
they are the patemal
“Susan kicked her son and daughter–in–law out of the house, and they don’t keep in touch with them. But it will be your decision I sigh
“All right. Then that’s what we’ll do for now” Mom is happy Now I just have to talk to the principal and start thinking about my return
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